Today's random thoughts:

Weird day today... mixture of being depressed, lonely, angry, pessimistic, optimistic, happy, hopeful, and sick to top it all.

The Graduation at Kanda was pretty interesting ,although I felt like puking the whole time.  300 girls in kimonos....

I really need a break... Kyoto should be soo relaxing. I'm so looking forward to it.. Nothing but peace and quiet. Nothing to worry about.

I think I lost my Cell phone. crap.

Japanese sure know how to make sad movies... I watched this one called ¢ŠE‚Ì’†S‚ŁAˆ¤‚ð‚³‚¯‚Ô or something like that. That's enough to make you depressed for while... I wonder if there is such a thing as the Love they show in that movie.. It's so fascinating how japanese people sometimes depict Love to be so perfect, so romantic and so deep in their movies and yet in real life, I never see it. Maybe I've just not been paying attention. .

So... let's see what's new... I finally finalized booking my trip to Hong Kong at Christmas.. I'm really excited. It should be a lot of fun... Thank God I will have my own personal translator there to get by... That said, they do speak a lot of english there, so it shouldn't be too much of a problem.

Now that I know I am staying in Japan for at least 2 or 3 years, I can think more about the long term and i don't have to feel as bad for buying because I can use it for a while.. I actually went out and bought myself a playstation... couldn't help it. I don't play it that often, but still it's really cool cause Japan has such an unbelievable choice in games. Plus i use the excuse that it helps me improve my japanese... which it does. I also now have a super comfortable Kotatsu, one of those heated tables with a blanket on top... they are so comfortable. I haven;t used my bed in over my week because of it.

Other than that school is going well. It sucks that i have to change school every six weeks, but then again its nice cause i don't have to deal with the teachers that suck for a whole year.

Some of those kids though are way too horny for their own good at that age. I learn way too much info sometimes, more than i ever wanted to hear out of a 14 year old's mouth. One girl asked me if I could give her codoms from the US!!! That's so wrong...